Your voice was all i heard
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I want you back.

That lady
Me, Myself & I

Hello dear Readers.
I'm Nikki.
29/05, thirteen going on fourteen Currently a student of Pei Chun Public School Cedar Girls' Secondary School.
6a'o8 2H'10.
Choir CSB:Flute.
@MSN @Facebook

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10:04 PM Sunday, February 28, 2010

I don't know what's happening this weekend.
Yesterday was so sian. I was online the entire day, watching ANTM.
Generally wasted time la.
Today was really busy. Just follow me on twitter la, I don't feel like reiterating everything again.
So now I'm at youtube blasting songs when I'm supposed to be studying history.
Getting really worried cos I know this term my results will be really bad mostly because I didn't put in effort to study.

I just wanna break down. I hope things will improve after this week.

2:51 PM Friday, February 26, 2010

I LOVE BLOGGING.
I mean, on your own blog people can't restrict what you say right?
Unless its about racism la. WHICH I DON'T HOR.
Also there's not a big chance alot of people will read it right!!
WRONG.
I have a stalker.
Which is mad creepy when you come to think about it.
And he says I'm hot. Which I'm not. Unless you're blind.
So you see. This is just one of the teeny weeny little problems blogging has given me.
But don't worry I'll still continue blogging. I love blogging. The first line wasn't sacarstic.

I've found out a way to identify un-gentlemanly men. Very easy summore.
Sometime this week I had a guy who squeezed in front of me to board the bus. And I was already standing in front of the door, almost wanted to board.
I have long hair okay so its obvious. Anyway even if I were a guy he shouldn't do that. Principles, you know.
Haix. Singaporeans ah. Tsk.

Ohyes. One more thing.
On thursday we had morning assembly in the classrooms.
And I noticed that Melissa sang the National Anthem and recited the Pledge.
And everyone else was like stoning or just mouthing the lyrics. I mean Singaporeans.
Can you imagine. Like how unpatriotic we are. Gosh I feel so ashamed suddenly.

Anyway my mum just found a soft leather pull luggage for me. Not the hard case kind.
Which brings me to the fact that the LJ is less than 2weeks away!
Excitedddd. (:
Haha it seems so surreal though.

Shengmin is going for NCC camp on Monday and Tuesday!
Oh I'll miss you table-partner. ):

I skipped recess today!
So cooooool. I'm so proud of myself!!
Haha but I was damn hungry just now before lunch.
And I haven't even brought my bowl to the kitchen.
And I'm blogging alr! Its like not even 3pm yet.
See how much I love you guys. (:

Okay. Can't think of anything else to talk about.
Oh, THANK GODDDDD ITS FRIDAYYYYYY!
Happy ttm.

9:58 PM Wednesday, February 24, 2010

I AM SO AMAZED.
I didn't know people can sleep with their eyes open!
Haha I saw Hojung doing that during sectionals. So coooool. ROFLMAO.
Anyway, the oboe tutor is so niceeee!
Like gosh and he's a good teacher too. (:

Today had Math test, I hope I get an A. Don't wanna disappoint everyone.
Tmr's Lit. For this, I'm not greedy. I'll be damn happy even if I get a C. Seriously.
I spent my entire night doing maths ws and the geog mindmap.
So now left about half an hour to study lit. I have no idea what I'm doing here, blogging.

I'M SO FUCKING SCARED I CAN CRY RIGHT NOW.

9:33 PM Tuesday, February 23, 2010

I wanna be succesful in life like certain people.
I wanna have good results and make my parents proud.
I wanna have almost fucking everything, I just ain't sure how to get started. On life.

I wanna have a perfect life, a happy ending.

9:03 PM Monday, February 22, 2010

I FAILED MY CHINESEEEEE.
GREAT START TO MY DAY LUH.
Now I feel so dumb and useless. I betcha I'm gonna fail almost every subject.
Projects are like all due this and next week. HomeEcons project presentation is due on Friday and we've haven't even done the interview! OMGG.

Anyway, today we had Sec Ones Welcome lunch today!
$4 for a slice of pizza and 2 seaweed chicken -____-
How's that for overpriced?
When I'm sec four they'd better treat me good.
But overall it was quite fun la!
Laughed around, talked about random stuff.

Walked to the busstop with Jaslyn and Shujing.
I tell you my stomach still hurts from all that laughing!
Helped me to forget all my troubles for awhile. (:

Now, I'm trying my best to prepare for the CTs, esp Literature, which I would be veryveryvery grateful to just pass. I'm not greedy. (:
Someone help me.

9:49 PM Saturday, February 20, 2010

100th post!!

Haha I'm gonna dedicate this to my seniors, Jaslyn, Phylliz, Shujing and Hojung, the best seniors I could ever ask for in the entire world.
Thanks so much for helping me in flute, and helping me lots in other aspects! Loves!
Heehee I hope you guys are touched! ♥

Anyway.
Tmr I'm going to ECP to meet up with Sylvia, Yii Hwei, Sita, Xin-Yi and maybe JiaXin to film for the English project on the book "The Diary of Pelly D."
Chao Ah Gua. I AM PELLY D.
FML TTM.
Gosh, its like the lead character! Aside from Sylvia who's playing Toni V.
Like omg I don't even know if I can act luh.
Gonna leave the house tmr at 8am to take 31 to Sylvia's house first. Then Sylvia's dad will drive us to ECP.

Yep and today I went to collect my passport!
At a super ungodly hour of 8am. -____-
But to my surprise the ICA people are sooo efficient!
Okay so when I went to the passport floor, go machine take number go find place to seat haven't even sat down properly yet, okay my turn!
Taking the thumbprint image and my dad signing the document less than 5 mins.
Okay havent even 8.30 yet sia. So went to a nearby HDB coffeeshop to eat prata with my dad.
Haha quite authentic.
Came home, went online till it was time to leave the house for tuition again.
And super suay-edly I had a bad sinus attack today. :/
Must be too much aircon last night...

Ahhhh mum screaming for me to sleep alr. And I think this will be my last post in about, two weeks. Cos Common Tests coming la, haven't even started studying yet! OMG.
Yes and so, you can conclude that I've failed my New Year's Resolution of not doing things last minute-d.
/sigh.

Bye lovelies! ♥


10:55 PM Sunday, February 14, 2010

Oh, did I mention that my cousin's english boyfriend is damn ugly and 13 years older than her?
Haha ok no offence la. Just what I think.
Then I asked her, you like angmohs ah?
She said no, is angmohs like her.
LOL BHB ENOUGH FOR YOU NOT!!

9:48 PM

Homeeee! 8D
Haven't counted angpao money yet LOL.
OMG now I know why my cousin is so rich!
SHE IS A FUCKING HUMAN RESOURCE DIRECTOR.
OF THE BIGGEST MEDIA COMPANY IN MACAU AND HONGKONG.
AND SHE IS 25 THIS YEAR.
fmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfml!!!
Gosh, she earns more than my dad you know.
How about thrice my dad's salary?
And she is 25. Got Bachelor's degree in 2008.
WTF WHY SO LUCKY!
Like you know in Singapore if you have degree its nothing stand-out-ish cos almost everyone on the street has one.
But she started working at 17 so she got 8 years experience in the HR field la.
But still. Ohgawddd I totally wanna be like her when I grow up. ):

-Change topic-

I've only visited my Grandma side today. Didn't visit my second uncle cos apparently as my mum says, "No one wants to see his cb face."
Haha so yeah.
Ahyi cooked alot of stuff for us! Fried food summore! Die liao lor, gonna become fatso. ):
Elaine jiejie (cousin mentioned above) has an 80GB iPod that she say one ex bf give her.
WTF.
yeah and then I had some problems with my eyes I think tio infection.
FML TTM.
used Elaine's contacts solution and case to store it so was blind for about half an hour.
when I reached home the first thing I did was to rip out my contacts and frantically smsed HoJung cos apparently she got experience LOL.

Okay I think I have to study liao le all I did this weekend so far was four maths questions can you believe it.

6:14 PM Friday, February 12, 2010

Today was soooo fun!
I was totally highhhhhh.

HomeEcons. the Quiche is OMFG yummy. seriously. this has to be the nicest thing I've ever made.
The pineapple tarts are as hard as rocks. Shall stick to eating my mum's la. (:

Chinese. zzZ. Gave friends my Valentine's Day cards.

Jogging. Had to jog in my uniform and LIGHT BLUE fbts. Gosh. Even Ms Poon said "wah! your shorts so bright ah!" -_____-

Recess. Went with Sylvia to give presents to her seniors. (: Saw Phylliz on the way back to class, wished her Happy Valentine's and hugged her. Ate my HomeEcons food and got caught by RachelRam, again. Suay ttm.

FT's period, Total Defence talk. Was stoning throughout and talking to Shengmin. Also smsed Phylliz, no reply till now. PHYLLIZ YOU BETTER CHECK YOUR SMSES!

Assembly. Aww, Phylliz walked to me and gave me Vday present. Must have spent ages finding me. *touched*. Joked around with Claire and Shengmin. Loves!
Oh, the concert was awesomeeee. The chinese scholars danced "Nobody", Mr Chue abseiled from upside down and the male teachers did push-ups! Claire got very excited at this point, must be all the hot guys. LOLOLOL.

After dismissal. Smsed Shujing not to go home first. Hugged Shengmin bye, climbed two storeys of stairs ( see Shujing how much I love you ) and went to 4H. Saw their class deco abit. Also about Hollywood. SHIT BIG TIME MANZ.
Anyway, saw Shujing, hugged, she gave me letter and kitkat! Ohgosh now I feel so guilty for not giving my seniors presents. Must give on wednesday!!
On the way to the foyer to meet Alicia, I heard Jaslyn's voice from the third floor. Ooh what coincidence! Hugged and wished Happy Valentine's. Will get a present next week too (:

Met Ogin, Alicia, Mel and Germine at the foyer. Walked to Potong Pasir Mrt. Was kinda pissed otw cos like walk until there then decide not going back to Peichun... Fucking waste of time manz. Took 142 to Tpc and 238 home with Ogin.

UGLY SINGAPOREANS. Gosh, its only today that I experienced how Singaporeans are like man. There was this blind man, damn obvious la cos he was holding the stick. He accidently BUMPED into this guy behind us in the 238 queue and he EH!-ed verrrryyy loudly and glared at him. But obviously the blind man couldn't see that, so it apologised many times. And continued to attempt to manouvre his way around. And everyone just looked. Then me and Ogin decided to help him so I asked him where he wanted to go. He said staircase to Popular, so I held his arm and brought him there. Saw Heather coming down the staircase too. When we got back to the 238 queue, it had extended way longer wtf. Okay that's not the point. I'm trying to emphasize on the part where no one wanted to help the blind man. This is my first time helping a blind person and it doesn't take very long luhh. Where's the kind side of Singaporeans?! Die go where?!

God I'm damn pissed.

At 6pm, I went to the busstop to meet Rachel to pass her the pineapple tarts and her Vday present. Chatted with them for awhile while they waited for the 238. Rachel mentioned that she can't go for Success next week. Means I'll be alone. ): Or actually, with Zia and Khai Shing. Goddd....

Somewhere in the middle of this post I went to straighten my hair. OH HAIR STRAIGHTENERS ARE A GODSEND MAN. loves! I hate the half-rebonded state of my hair currently, like the bottom straight top curly. Fml.

Okay rather long post yea (: Skipped tuition today cos I didn't feel like going and have maths tuition tmr morning although its CNY eve -___-

Shujing and Phylliz faster reply my sms!!

9:08 PM Thursday, February 11, 2010

I shall tell you guys my private blog on impulse.
Be honoured if you're invited, I only invited a grand total of four people. Four of my best friends.

Click to go

10:03 PM Monday, February 8, 2010

BUSY BUSY BUSY WEEK!
shall elaborate sometime later.
sms me! 8D

5:11 PM Saturday, February 6, 2010

I feel sick.

6:44 PM Friday, February 5, 2010

FACEBOOK LOVESSSSSS TO DAO ME, APPARENTLY.
There only can be a few reasons.

One, Facebook reaaaaally doesn't like me and since there's no other way for it to express its dislike for me, its like this.

Two, Facebook is trying to hint to me that I reaaaallly need to start studying. Pronto.

Three, WHY THE FUCK ARE THERE SO MANY PEOPLE USING FACEBOOK?!?!?!
400 MILLION LEH OMFG.

Kay going out to TPC with my mum soon.

/totally fed-up with facebook.

9:05 PM Thursday, February 4, 2010

Oh here's something to add on to ytd's post on buses.
Today I waited at the Potong Pasir bus-stop ( Rachel's house ) for the 238 for about 20mins.
Kinda rare right? At like 6+, 7 you know.
THEN A SERIES OF FIVE 238s CAME. I REPEAT, FIVE.
Okay so that officially beats the record of what I've seen so far. The most previously was four. Now five.
From this I can conclude that either:
SBS Bus Captains are REAAAAAALLY tardy.
OR.
SBS totally doesn't know how to space out buses. Seriously.

Tmr is fundraising for Haiti!
So can wear your own home clothes.
But tmr got jogging leh fuck.
Upper sec lucky lo, I don't even know if its compulsory to jog tmr ):
Haix.
I left an hour to decide what to tmr FML.
goddamnit.
Anyone with last minute suggestions please say NOW.

Haha ok byeeeee! :D
Off to study!
Psssttt I haven't even started on my work yet. 9.18pm now.

9:15 PM Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Why is no one tagging. ): Make me very sad you know.
Anyway, I went for orthodon treatment today.
HENG NEVER ADD OMG.
just tighten. although its by alot, I'm so not waiting for March.
March doesn't really have anything on, only the term holidays but I can already predict I'd be swarmed with work.
And you can call me a genius when it turns out right (:

First period today, lit. Did filming, but I think my acting skills suck big time. We needed to redo most of the scenes cos we were not satisfied :/
ps. I'm the director, awesomeeeee.
Although I have to admit I'm not much of a good director. Hahaha.

I can't really rmb the rest of the day, only that I was talking with Shengmin all the way.
Did I mention I love my seat?
Oh but of course the previous one's better, right next to Sylvia. :D
The Maths relief teacher isn't too bad, I mean, he lets us slack so its fine with me (:
Everyone's totally not paying attention and going to fail the impeding Common Test, but ohwell.
Blame the teacher!
LOLOL.

I'm so proud of myself! Its for a totally useless reason but anyway.
I was the first to leave school today! 8D
and the first to reach the busstop!
Don't count the ones that got car to chauffeur them la.
I caught the 155, was the only Cedarian on the bus!
Woohooo, shiok max!
Met my mum at TPC and waited as she settled some bank stuff.
Then we went to Ion for lunch at Fish&Co.
And went to the dentist :/

Omfg shall share with you my major pet peeve.
This is not targetting anyone in particular, and its just my honest opinion, so please don't take it too seriously.

When I was waiting in the queue for 238, many people started complaining as the bus didn't come for more than 10mins, which is kinda rare.
The queue stretched all the way past the Cafe Lobby, considering that it was only about 5.30, kinda awesome.
Once I got one the bus, I saw the bus driver arguing with two passengers.
They were both complaining that they waited very long for the bus to arrive so the bus driver was tardy.
Then he was like, "I'm only late 1min!"
This auntie retorted that 1min is still late.
And the bus driver said that we should 体谅 him, cos he went for dinner earlier.
RIGHT, SO IF SOMEONE GETS FIRED COS OF THIS WHO TO 体谅 HIM?!
Omggg. Please can bus drivers be more responsible.
AND WHEN YOU'RE WRONG APOLOGISE INSTEAD OF ARGUING.
And I don't even want to mention the fact that he is in the service line. Even if he's not its seriously morally wrong.
I mean its ok if you're late right. You're just human. Even I am late most of the time.
Just apologise.
Instead of arguing with the PASSENGER.

Okay rant over.
Bye.


9:23 PM Tuesday, February 2, 2010

90th post!! :DDD

ANTM IS LOVEEEEEEE! 8D
like omg I'm at the second last episode of cycle 13.
WHY DIDN'T JENNIFER GET IN.
I LIKE TOTALLY LOVE HER.
SHE'S SO GORGEOUS.
PLUS SHE'S HALF-ASIAN. ROFL.
SO CHARMINGGGGG! ):

god I totally idolise her liao. rahhhh.
Even though I know Nicole's gonna win (curse me for going to their official website), I'm dying to watch!
And see Nicole's so-called victory walk.
Personally I feel that Nicole is only pretty in pictures. That's undeniable.
but hello Jennifer is totally charming in person. okay maybe you don't understand me here, GO WATCH!

Sorry for the long rant on ANTM. obsessing. oh who cares. anyway its MY blog.

Kesha's Tik Tok is awesome. Hahaha.

Tmr I'm not going for Band! AWESOMEEEEE.
haha ok whoever's reading this kindly do not think that I grab any opportunity to be absent from cca, thanks.
I mean, a breather once in a while is fine, right.
and my dentist's a busy person yeah. Only left Monday and Wednesday so I chose Wednesday.
Luckily I didn't choose Monday manz! If not I'll be grilled to death la omg.
and partly cos Monday release early :D

Okay I know I'm a shitty blogger la, can't organise my thoughts properly, heh :3
OMFG haven't started on maths and its 9.47pm alr!!
K BYE.